Yeah ok, I m sorry, I haven't posted in months because I have started a live journal which no one reads anyways ><

And Bridget gave me this kick ass layout so forget live journal ppl  i will update here instead XD 

Currently feeling: anxious

I have really nothing to write today other that I have been on a Moi Dix Mois/ Malice Mizer fetish XDDD Not to mention Mana, what an awesome individual!!!

Currently listening to: Moi Dix Mois- Pessimiste
Currently feeling: thoughtful

So with one less day to the convention I am getting antsy...and the internship I recieved isn't making things better. Should I take it or no? It has been bothering me all day...

Anyways I have made an observation. Men own the tv in the dining commons. As I look around the dining area, all the men are clustered around the small tv, blaring it's small speakers as loud as it can go and all the girls are, gee, conversing. I don't find this too surprising but what I have seen is that there are only TWO yes TWO shows ever on the tv, curteous of the men.

Number 1: The Price is Right. Yes you heard me. At lunch this is ALL yes ALL that is on tv. Now I love the show, but what cracks me up is that the men don't even like it. So why are they watching? So they don't feel so bad when people loose at the car winning games. They laugh and carry on about how stupid the people were for guess THAT price or whatever. Yes, the men at college still try to maintain their cool with their cars....their shitty cars? I have not seen one nice car up here....nope not one. I have seen loud ass cars with those damn mufflers...nope no nice cars unless drivien by a professor.

Number 2: ANY sports related show, game, whatever, it's there. When the Pope died (God rest his soul) the SPORTS were on in the cafeteria. If WW3 were going on, yes sports would be on.

I pitty the girlfriends of these guys. The girls just want a nice time to converse after a busy school day. Nope, the guys get up, postion their chairs to see the tv then turn it up so they can hear, oblivious that other people are holding conversation.

I am not sure what my point is...other than I am slighty confused and I felt like bitching about something. SO there it is.

Currently listening to: My inner being, which is a bitch.
Currently feeling: moody

So I have to shoot that dmn movie again for my friend and I REALLY don't wanna. Apparently it will take about another 2 hours, I think I am gonna cry. Then imediately after I have to run and find my boyfriend atthe bus station. I really miss him, he will be the hightlight of my day

Last night I tried Mana/ Gothic Lolita makeup for the first time and it rocked!! Now for the con next weekend I am praying that my Sailor mars costume holds together and my makeshift gothic lotitalooks alright for the rave. I have no idea what the hell I will do with Hakkai's costume....But we shall see. like I said before it's NOT my fav and it's not done particularly wel...

Currently feeling: lethargic

So today, on a WEEKEND I had to wake up early *dies*. My friend Andrew wanted me to be in his film for film class, I didn't really mind...but I started to mind it when I was in a white ninja outfit for about three hours and had to do a death scene. This required me to fall onto a cold hard floor a number of times and stay there for awhile. But hey, I got to run around campus in the rain doing cool ninja poses...not sure if that was an upside to the shoot 

So I repeat, whatever shread of normality I may have had is now gone.

I have been convinced to cosplay as Hakkai for part of the Tekkoshocon convention. I am not real happy with the costume,I admit I didn't put too much effort into it. But maybe it would be refreshing to get out of that Mars miniskirt and into a pair of comfy khakis. Also, I might rave as Hakkai and get some Hakkai goth sexiness going XDD I think Hakkai would look hawt goth XD I might probably get swarmed by girls, I might enjoy it though XDD

Oh yeah, the avatar I have up is a drawing by my awesome friend C-chan, she is such a wonderful artist. The cg avatars of me as Mars are by my friends Autumnochan and Audra her sissy, they spoil me with gifts XDD

Currently listening to: Koisuru Otome wa Makenai~ Sailor Moon Soundtrack
Currently feeling: complacent